utah-girl

I have no motivation to go out in public because I'm single, I have to go to the movies alone and can't hold someone's hand during the movie, cause I'm single. I don't have anyone to call me babe or tell me my outfit looks nice, because I'm single.I have nobody to dance with at dances, or to care about me in the special way when I'm sick. Nobody to notice when I do my make up or when I'm dressed nice, or to just hold my hand in public to keep me from going into stores or to buy me gifts for our anniversaries or to spend birthdays with.Plus then if my friends invite me to a fun thing but their taking their bf/ gf then I would have someone too

One of these nights I just won't be able to handle it anymore and won't have the pleasure of getting a text message from me in the morning. They say they can find my perfect guy but they wont. My perfect guy doesn't exist and if he did he'd hate me and be with someone whose happier and better looking. A guy wont make my life better, because right when I start getting used to having someone in my life, he'll leave....they all leave....